fuck you.

it always seems like im going to be let down by the female species. always. forever. seems absolutely inevitable. it has gotten to the point where i should be more than used to it by now but im entirely not.
because i still happen to have some sort of stupid, delusional hope. i am a fucking retard for thinking things can be different this time. or the next. and the next. love is always going to be letting me down. always and forever. which is why i am choosing the road of becoming a heartless piece of shit. for life.
goodbye being a pathetic piece of shit for life. hello, being heartless.

fuck you, i'm doomed and i know it. i'll be heartless and i'll show it.