i left myself for dead.

malicious fucking smile with her eyes wide open.
broken and burnt finger nails,
skinned and burnt flesh.
holding up my arm,
the fingers that glided across her face,
broken and bent back.
slit wrists with the veins and vessels dangling out.
malicious fucking smile and a laugh for the ages
filled with malevolence and spite.
god had it out for me, all this fucking spite.
shaky, tensed up throat, coughing last bit of blood.
shaky and tensed throat,
"good morning, beautiful."