7.27.2006

hey babe! lets see who can suffocate faster!

holding my breath as if i'm supposed to. the ringing in my ears, i think, are trying to let me know that i'm about to give up. i dont want to give up, but this isnt my choice. my lung capacity is short and i'm a smoker. i'm weak. and i'm weak. and i'm weak. i cant hear what you're screaming about. all i see is water escaping your mouth. i think we're going to die here. at least you're not alone. i know i'm not the one you'd want by your side here, but at least you're not alone.